prosepiece - interaction

the interaction
leave me reeling
                 what am i doing-
                 how am i feeling-
never quite sure of
the way that it's going
      sit back and let go
   think there's no way of knowing
but really...
   should it be?
       so always uncertain...
          beyond just what feels good...

how do you know that it's working?

          or are we just kidding ourselves that
       we're s u r e
    if i meant it for real,
would i really want more?

or maybe.. it's cosmic, it's chemical action
that boils inside, and sparks some infraction
can't seem to come off it, execute the extraction...
so it l i n g e r s inside, this systemic distraction
still leaving me reeling,
seems always unyielding...
granitic, tenacious,
leave mind perspicacious...